Ouchhh....

       Hurt is what i feel ryte now... You've hurt me.. and i bet when u read this you know who you are.. why? why did you do that? I thought we already had a deal.. anything going on between us you  wouldn't exposed it to anyone else.. It was supposed to be our privacy.. But you just reveal it publicly, embarrass me just like that..

       I don't know what i should feel right now.. i'm mad, sad, frustrated, all of it.. :( tq so much for it.. tq SO DAMN MUCH!!! Nothing you can do to make it right now... nothing... For all this while, i try my best to cover everything about us from my surrounding.. to 'jaga air muka lah katakan' to protect you .... But what you did yesterday is SUPERB... It's ok... Go ahead..

      I'm just an ordinary gurl that were born to be humiliated like that... And thanks for you're frens advice about letting me go and find another.. Maybe it's a good advice actually... i'm just useless.. and for sure there are thousands of gurl that far more better than me...

Love is a battlefield..

      Its 15th again... genap 1 tahun 6 bulan my relationship with Mr Radzi... hahaha... wow... way to go ad.. Still got a long way to go.. but the incident behind this 'love' thing is teaching me that never try to change the one u love because real love is by loving our partner just the way he is... ironic isn't it??? 
      There's a time when i lost hope in our relationship... thinking of giving up... but his love was stronger than i thought it could be... and his love encouraged me to be me... Everybody make mistakes but only few that learn from it... Both of us are part of it... we realised the mistakes we made and try to change.. What i think is that after all this time we're lack of compromising...
     But now, everything's change.. we changed... I'm glad that everythings back to normal... well, technically not all of it but we're walking towards happiness... What i wrote now is surely not for bragging about how wonderful boyfriend i have but to make u realised that running away and giving up is not the best solution.. never lose faith to ur love the way i did.. Thank God that his love convinced me and make me realised that i love him more than i thought... thankz syg...

      For those who read this... fight for the one you love if it is worth...  Yes my boyfriend is not perfect.. even i'm not perfect either but remenber this... Nobody's perfect but everybody can almost be closed to perfection...

Adapting seasons...

   Finally have my own blog... hehehe... i'm totally new to this so give a space for learning to me... hehee... so this semester.. i finally moved to a new group of class with a new bunch of people i hardly knew... for a start it's quite an adventure to adapt to their new environment... and i frankly that i miss my old class so much... huhuhu
   But whatever it is...i need to give a space for accepting them.. they're nice.. all of them... i just hope that Aween will not feel regret bout this changing class thing... technically at this moment , we only have each other... huhu..